STRAMONIUM

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I Crave Normality

I can feel the pressure of my aching mind
I’ve stared at the ceiling all these fucking nights
I can’t sleep
I’m thinking
Why can’t I stop my brain?
The anguish is filling my whole life

Crave normality
Pain please let me live
How can you believe that I’m not broken?
Life is breaking me down
I’m always wearing a frown
I believe that everyone now hates me

I can feel a presence in my beating veins
I cut my arm so deep but nothing’s coming out
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore

Crave normality
Pain please let me live
How can you believe that I’m not broken?
Life is breaking me down
I’m always wearing a frown
I believe that everyone now hates me

Time’s falling down on me
I can feel every tick
Burning out me
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore
To be what you want once I gave a fuck
Now I don’t give a fuck anymore

Crave normality
Pain please let me live
How can you believe that I’m not broken?
Life is breaking me down
I’m always wearing a frown
I believe that everyone now hates me

Parasite

I can’t stand your face
Or the image of you
I set our house on fire
When you were in bed
And this thing made me happy
Like I’ve never been before

You’re a waste of space
Your brain is too slow
I dreamed of hitting you
With a punch in the face
And this thing made me happy
As I’ve always hoped so much

You were a parasite
I had to get rid of you
Your hate bled me dry
Corroded good things in life
And nothing more, you have
Destroyed my whole life
You’re nothing more than it
You’re just a parasite

You’re a taste of hell
That’s where you come from
I dreamed of stabbing you
And your eyes with an awl
And this thing made me happy
Like I’ve never been before
So am I a bad person?
But you ruined my whole life

You were a parasite
I had to get rid of you
Your hate bled me dry
Corroded good things in life
And nothing more, you have
Destroyed my whole life
You’re nothing more than it
You’ll end up alone

Nothing inside you
Nothing inside your heart
I’ll save myself this time
I’ll save myself
I’ll save myself
I’ll save myself
I’ll save myself

Parasite
I had to get rid of you
Your hate bled me dry
Corroded good things in life
And nothing more, you have
Destroyed my whole life
You’re nothing more than it
You’ll end up alone

My Heart Will Spit You Out

You told me it’s nothing
You told me it’s okay
You don’t want to talk about it
Not even with yourself
It’s always the same story
You are distant and indifferent
Maybe you are tired of me
Or maybe you are tired of yourself 

I’m trying to escape
I’ll save my tears

I’m in your eyes for the last time
I’ll be fine without your lies
My heart will spit you outside

I showed you new skies
To make you breath again
You took my heart and made it rot
And got a worse one

My private limbo’s gone
And you’re stuck there

I’m in your eyes for the last time
I’ll be fine without your lies
My heart will spit you outside
My heart will spit you out now

Put the misery and shame on a plate
Serve a revenge and metal embrace
I will be able to break your chains
And you will feel the cold of my blades
Put the misery and shame on a plate
Serve a revenge and metal embrace
I will be able to break your chains
And you’ll vanish

I’m in your eyes for the last time
I’ll be fine without your lies
My heart will spit you outside
I’m in your eyes for the last time
I’ll be fine without your lies
My heart will spit you outside
My heart will spit you

Changeling

I can’t, I can’t
Keep living this way
I’m too, too afraid
Of the things we’ve left unsaid
We can’t deny
We’re dying alone
We went awry
We’re broken inside
(And I can taste your tears)

Nothing’s gonna change here
Nothing’s left to fix here
You’re a changeling

I can stand here right beside him
There’s nothing left to give
(I’m about to lose control
I’m about to lose it all)
I can hear your soul is screaming
But I can not relieve your pain
(You I can’t play again this role
We are getting stuck in this black hole)
You’re not enough for me

How can you hate
Everything that speaks of me
I’m too, too sick
I won’t believe your lies again
You can’t defy
They stole you, I know
I meant to cry
But I feel only hate
(And I can smell your fears)

I’m picking up the pieces
And a story’s gone to rot
We’re just another empty shell
I’m someone you forgot
You’re a changeling

I can stand here right beside him
There’s nothing left to give
(I’m about to lose control
I’m about to lose it all)
I can hear your soul is screaming
But I can not relieve your pain
(I can’t play again this role
We are getting stuck in this black hole)
You’re not enough for me

I can’t, I can’t
Keep screaming this way
I’m too, too tired
And I am terrified
There’s no other way
I leave you tonight
We went awry
You bled me dry

Headache

Let me clarify just a point or two
I’m not a trophy, I don’t belong to you
Let me realize what you had in mind
You came here tonight to spit stereotypes

I’m losing
At this game
Again

You don’t to need to save me
I taught myself to get back on my feet again
I’m standing
And I don’t need a man to teach me how to get by
I’ve got my own life
And I owe you nothing
You gave me headache

For so many times I’ve been silent
And too much anger has grown inside me
You were like a blight, I need to realize
That you were nothing more that a pack of lies
The things that you did
Left a scar
But I’m grown

You don’t to need to save me
I taught myself to get back on my feet again
I’m standing
And I don’t need a man to teach me how to get by
I’ve got my own life
And I owe you nothing

I don’t want to be like you
I’m grown
I’m grown
I try to find myself
To build another me
Despite all the pain
I’m grown

You don’t to need to save me
I taught myself to get back on my feet again
I’m standing
And I don’t need a man to teach me how to get by
I’ve got my own life
And I owe you nothing
You gave me headache

Stabbed Like Caesar

I was stabbed like Caesar
I was stabbed in the back
Nothing really matters
Nothing hate can’t do

Pain really batters
I lie with my ache for tonight
Slain by the devil
Nothing can hurt me anymore
He will kill your vibrant soul

I was dragged in a sewer
I was nagged by your wails
Nothing you can ruin now
‘Cause I cut the leash

Pain really batters
I lie with my ache for tonight
Slain by the devil
Nothing can hurt me anymore

And if I feel I’m enough
I am never enough
And if I feel that I’m brave
You’re digging my grave
And if I fall on my feet
You’re ready to cheat
I feel you under my skin
I know you’re ready to kill
And if I feel I’m enough
I am never enough
And if I feel that I’m brave
You’re digging my grave
And if I fall on my feet
You’re ready to cheat
I feel you under my skin
I know you’re ready to kill
Under my skin

Misery Loves Me

I can’t tell what is love
What is love about
You know me
You knew me
I can tell that is something that we forgot
Not about me
Not about us
Thinking of you
Just thinking of you
It wasn’t worth it
It wasn’t worth it
Drinking for you
Sinking for you
It didn’t work at all

Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me
Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me

I can yell what I want
But you always doubt
You own me
You owe me
I can dwell in this life that’s about to rot
I’m leaving
You’re begging
Killing for you
Dying for you
It wasn’t worth it
It wasn’t worth it
Bleeding for you
Crying for you
It didn’t work at all

Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me
Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me

Lonely is the way
For those who can feel nothing but pain
I tried so hard to find a reason to stay
So I wait

Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me
Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me
I thought you’d see me
I was screaming loud
We could have had it
We could have had it all
Now we’re burning
Like a funeral pyre
There’s only ashes
Misery wants me
My heart is turning
Like a suicide
Into a piece
A tiny piece of ice
I guess I deserve it
I guess I’ll collapse
My eyes are vacant
Misery take me
Love can’t see me
I’m on a target but
Misery loves me
Misery loves me
Now you can keep me
Like a souvenir
I’ll sleep on the shelf
I’m yours forever

Gravity

When the day’s dawning
And you can not sleep anyway
When the light’s coming
It seems that your eyes are going blind
After hours oppressed by your bad dark thoughts
Ask to your personal God to be saved

Gravity
Holds me to the ground
Gravity
Glues me to the crowd
Gravity
Enchains me to the ground
Gravity
Gravity

When your eyes are not closing
But you still struggle to keep ‘em open
With a pen in your hand
You remain all alone in your smoke
After hours passed in your personal world
Hear a voice in your mind saying get on

Gravity
Holds me to the ground
Gravity
Glues me to the crowd
Gravity
Enchains me to the ground
Gravity
Gravity

Dearest pain
Let me say goodbye this time
I’ll be forever
Your true soulmate in this grave

Gravity
Holds me to the ground
Gravity
Glues me to the crowd
Gravity
Enchains me to the ground
Gravity
Gravity

Sons of Mars

Sitting on the couch
Scars on my face from battles untold
I was a warrior strong and proud but now
The silence is my only crowd

My children run around
Take what they need
I just watch and breathe
They depend on me
Or do I on them?

All we are
Sons of Mars
Fighting our battles beneath the stars
In the end we bear the scars
All we are
Sons of Mars

I’m just a shadow
Of who I used to be
Still here I sit
With my dreams of old

I remember the times when I ruled the world
I was a warrior strong and proud but now
The silence is my only crowd
They call me lazy, say I’ve lost my way
Now I’m just a shadow of who I used to be
But there’s still a fire in me

All we are
Sons of Mars
Fighting our battles near and far
In the end we bear the scars
All we are
Sons of Mars

I’m just a shadow
Of who I used to be
Still here I sit
With my dreams of old

Deep inside there’s a part that prays
For one more battle
To feel alive
Even if I won’t survive

‘Cause I’m just a shadow
Of who I used to be
Still here I sit
‘Cause I

Another Secret

Another secret
Is blowing out my head
And I’m on skid row
Surrounded by the dead
In my bed
I hear threats
I can’t get what all they whistle
I lie here
I die here
I don’t care

The hell you put me through
When you ran away
The hell you put me through
When you ran away

Another secret
Is causing a bloodshed
It leaves me hanging
Like flashes in the rain
In my head
I hear them
They chase me out of my hideout
What remains
Are just chains
Around my throat

The hell you put me through
When you ran away
The hell you put me through
When you ran away
The hell you put me through
When you ran away
The hell you put me through
When you ran away

Another secret
Whatever you tell me
Is like a boulder in my heart
I tried to fall asleep
The place where I feel free
Since when we are through
I see the real you
Made a dream come true
Then you ran away

The hell you put me through
When you ran away
The hell you put me through
When you ran away

Bleed

Here we are
Just for you
Breathe again
After years
See for the first time a tear
Bleed

I was falling down
Hit to the ground
Can hear no more sound
Although you scream so loud

Dreaming to end all
Blood falls flat on my arm
Staining my soul
Really wanna die?
Bleed
Staining my soul
Really wanna die?
Bleed
Bleed
Really wanna die?
I was falling down

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